Well whatever the case whatever the circomstance, it;s hard to say but, whatever it is, you just gotta deal wit. Whatever the case is, a cheating relationship or whatever, you just gotta deal wit it. It may be hard or whatever, but the sun will always some out tomorrow and everyone is excpected to be lawful biding citizens and forgive each others tresspasses. I know sometimes it seems like too much, but I'VE never tried to kill MYSELF before and don't ever WANT to feel like that either